It has been a while since I was here. Many things around me have changed. Some good, some bad, some pretty, some ugly. The undeniable and startling fact? I still remain the same.
Today is the 1st day of Ramadan(happy fasting to all Muslims out there) and I've decided to start this 'bulan baik' with new hopes, wishes, dreams and resolutions for the future.
To my beloved sister Rabiatul Basariah, congratulations on the birth of your second child, Qistina Maisarah(my 2nd niece and my 5th anak sedara). I hope she's all fit and strong now after a few weeks in the incubator(you poor little baby), and I'm sure she'll grow up to be a fine young lady one day. Just like her mom.
Ummi, I'm sorry I can't always be there for you at times when you needed me most. I know you'd understand(like you always have since I was a kid), but still- I'm sorry. There are lots of things to be done here, but I promise that I'll make it up to you one day. I will always pray for your safety and well-being all the time, wherever you are, whatever you do. I promise you, this coming Aidilfitri will be the one of the best 'hari raya' celebrations for our little family. Insya-Allah.
To all my friends out there, please forgive my ignorance and neglectance. I know I can be a total jerk sometimes(M.I.A. most of the time and being so hard to reach), but believe me- I've NEVER forgotten any single one of you. That's why I'm trying so hard to get back in touch with you guys, although some of us have never exchanged words since years and years ago. Forgive me, my friends. Aku tidak pernah lupa daratan. Dan aku bukanlah si kacang yang melupakan kulitnya. Aku masih sayang kamu semua.
This entry will go on and on and on as I still have plenty to say, but I think that's all for starters. I'll be spending most of my time here after this, Insya-Allah, babbling away about the significant and insignificant changes happening around me, day in and day out.
Semoga yang baik kita jadikan petunjuk dan tauladan, yang buruk kita jadikan garis sempadan.
It feels so good to be back. I'm back in black, still with that fake plastic smile across my face.
Today is the 1st day of Ramadan(happy fasting to all Muslims out there) and I've decided to start this 'bulan baik' with new hopes, wishes, dreams and resolutions for the future.
To my beloved sister Rabiatul Basariah, congratulations on the birth of your second child, Qistina Maisarah(my 2nd niece and my 5th anak sedara). I hope she's all fit and strong now after a few weeks in the incubator(you poor little baby), and I'm sure she'll grow up to be a fine young lady one day. Just like her mom.
Ummi, I'm sorry I can't always be there for you at times when you needed me most. I know you'd understand(like you always have since I was a kid), but still- I'm sorry. There are lots of things to be done here, but I promise that I'll make it up to you one day. I will always pray for your safety and well-being all the time, wherever you are, whatever you do. I promise you, this coming Aidilfitri will be the one of the best 'hari raya' celebrations for our little family. Insya-Allah.
To all my friends out there, please forgive my ignorance and neglectance. I know I can be a total jerk sometimes(M.I.A. most of the time and being so hard to reach), but believe me- I've NEVER forgotten any single one of you. That's why I'm trying so hard to get back in touch with you guys, although some of us have never exchanged words since years and years ago. Forgive me, my friends. Aku tidak pernah lupa daratan. Dan aku bukanlah si kacang yang melupakan kulitnya. Aku masih sayang kamu semua.
This entry will go on and on and on as I still have plenty to say, but I think that's all for starters. I'll be spending most of my time here after this, Insya-Allah, babbling away about the significant and insignificant changes happening around me, day in and day out.
Semoga yang baik kita jadikan petunjuk dan tauladan, yang buruk kita jadikan garis sempadan.
It feels so good to be back. I'm back in black, still with that fake plastic smile across my face.
darn it man... i know that u are gifted in writing but i never thought that u can be so mellow inside... damn! hahahaha guess this is the other side of tajuz that i never got the chance to know... a squeashy heart inside the manly hard facade hahhahaha will definitely keep reading ur blog dude... worth the time
ReplyDeletehohoho.t'harunye aku.thanx 4 d support br0.=)
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