I'm thankful to ALLAH for all the great and wonderful stuff in my life. I also know that life's trials and tribulations are all qada' dan qadar. Everything happens for a reason, hence the famous saying 'ada hikmah di sebaliknya'.
Today, I realised something that I had missed all these while. Life is about knowing the exact moment to let go of things that you can't hold on to. For all you stereotypes out there, this is not 'running away from your problems'. I would call it 'creating better chances'. For yourself; and for others around you.
I know where I stand. My feet have always been on the wrong side of the fence. I've always been told that I belong here, but I don't. I was being too confident that I forgot who I was. I thought I'd never fall apart, but I am. I tried and tried and tried, but the efforts have just not been good enough.
Today, I take a vow. I will become somebody one day. I will prove that I'm not just a good-for-nothing jackass. Until that day comes by, I've got nothing against anyone and I blame nobody but myself for everything that has happened.
I'm just a man who wants to be happy. I will pursue that happiness, whatever it takes. Even if I have to keep searching for it until my hands bleed.
Yang baik itu dari ALLAH, yang buruk itu dari kelemahan diri saya sendiri.
Today, I realised something that I had missed all these while. Life is about knowing the exact moment to let go of things that you can't hold on to. For all you stereotypes out there, this is not 'running away from your problems'. I would call it 'creating better chances'. For yourself; and for others around you.
I know where I stand. My feet have always been on the wrong side of the fence. I've always been told that I belong here, but I don't. I was being too confident that I forgot who I was. I thought I'd never fall apart, but I am. I tried and tried and tried, but the efforts have just not been good enough.
Today, I take a vow. I will become somebody one day. I will prove that I'm not just a good-for-nothing jackass. Until that day comes by, I've got nothing against anyone and I blame nobody but myself for everything that has happened.
I'm just a man who wants to be happy. I will pursue that happiness, whatever it takes. Even if I have to keep searching for it until my hands bleed.
Yang baik itu dari ALLAH, yang buruk itu dari kelemahan diri saya sendiri.
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