...I have finally come to some very interesting conclusions.
I do not need another mother or sister to ask me to do this and that. I already have a lovely mom and two older sisters back home whom I answer to every time.
I do not need to think about your problems or our problems or whatever the hell I have to think about when I'm with you. I have problems of my own, and (no offence) they're far more essential and important to be dealt with.
I do not need to become a helpless fool, tripping on my promises which I can't keep (not because I don't want to, but life works in mysterious ways) and feeling guilty of breaking your heart when in reality I didn't even do anything wrong.
I do not need to feel sad, angry or pathetic like the last time this shit happened. In fact, I should take it as one of the meaningful lessons in life and always keep in mind that all of you are just the same. Remember, young padawan. No more mistakes.
With all that said, I'm sure I'm going to be a happier man. I also think I'll live longer. Insya-Allah...
I do not need another mother or sister to ask me to do this and that. I already have a lovely mom and two older sisters back home whom I answer to every time.
I do not need to think about your problems or our problems or whatever the hell I have to think about when I'm with you. I have problems of my own, and (no offence) they're far more essential and important to be dealt with.
I do not need to become a helpless fool, tripping on my promises which I can't keep (not because I don't want to, but life works in mysterious ways) and feeling guilty of breaking your heart when in reality I didn't even do anything wrong.
I do not need to feel sad, angry or pathetic like the last time this shit happened. In fact, I should take it as one of the meaningful lessons in life and always keep in mind that all of you are just the same. Remember, young padawan. No more mistakes.
With all that said, I'm sure I'm going to be a happier man. I also think I'll live longer. Insya-Allah...
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