Tuesday, April 7, 2009

There's a Lumberjack in My Heart...

Breaking up with someone after three++ years of 'commited' courting sucks big time. Your heart has always been true to this particular person through all those years, but suddenly you wake up one morning and she isn't there anymore. Wait and hope all you want, sucker, but she's never coming back. Just deal with it.
Done. And the results? You now have a heart of stone. You vow(with pure hatred and vengeance) that you'll NEVER commit yourself to a relationship with the opposite gender until you've completed your 'foya2 di kala bujang' period.(FYI, this period does not necessarily involve 'sex, drugs n rock & roll', so please wipe out those stereotypical thoughts!)
Like a phoenix rising from the ashes, you slowly forget the one who left and you move on, without any intentions of falling in love again for now until who-knows-when.
Until one day...jeng jeng jeng...
Someone unintentionally 'unlocks' your heart, without even having to use words or actions. She lets the lumberjack in just like that. You try to deny it, telling yourself that it's just a 'temporary crush' like the ones you used to have during high school. But that darn lumberjack seems to grow bigger and stronger everyday, and your heart is beaten into pulp everytime you look at her. Now, we have a serious problem, mister.
You are way way way out of her league. Yup. 'Bagaikan merak kayangan dengan gagak yang busuk.' And it's not about the beauty of this peacock(although she is sooo sweet), its everything about her that makes the crow feel totally inferior. She is humble, charming, polite, intellectual(intelligence is sexy) and most importantly, she is the type of girl who speaks her mind.
So, what do you do now? Tell her how you feel(and prepare yourself for rejection) or just keep your lips sealed?
Whatever it is, you better start thinking of the next move quickly, coz this lumberjack will go on beating the crap out of your tiny little heart until something is done...

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